Today is going to be a good day...  Today is going to be a good day...  Today is going to be a good day...  I woke up this morning telling myself that.  Work is quite simply out of control.  It's one stressful day after another with my job...  And I wonder why I am so tired all the time.  So far I have no idea what I will be fixing for dinner tonight, I have my normal therapy session at 5:00 which I get to take Grace with me to since the person that usually watches her for me has canceled on me.  Please just get me through this day!!!

So...  Yesterday morning I couldn't find my keys...  After looking for them for 2 hrs tearing the entire house apart, moving couches and the TV cabinet, tearing my bedroom a part, tearing my daughters bedroom apart, sweeping the snow off my yard, I found them...  In my daughters play purse.  She apparently had decided to put them in her purse sometime on Wednesday...  UGH!  Finally got her to daycare 2 hrs late, got home had 5 minutes to get a shower before I had a conference call then I had to get to the mission to volunteer, came home to 20+ emails, and conference calls until 4:30, then to top that off I still haven't gotten any child support even though her dad says he sent some in last week.  Called the state they got the check, but weren't sure who it was for, then I get a letter from the state notifying me of a court date March 28.  I don't understand what the court date is for so now I gotta call the state again and get them to explain it to me...  So frustrating.  This afternoon  I have to drive to Knoxville to drop off my daughter with her dad for the weekend.  He hasn't even seen her since Christmas..  I HOPE that I can have a relaxing weekend.  I need a little break from the world.

Just tired

So it's been snowing like crazy here.  So much that Monday and Wednesday of this week I decided not to even attempt to take my daughter to daycare.  Yesterday she went about half a day, but I picked her up early in order to get home before the roads got bad...  I work a full time job from home and Monday the office I work for was closed due to bad weather and driving conditions in the Bham area so it wasn't too bad having her home and working.  Yesterday I got a lot done before I went and picked her up so having her home for the afternoon wasn't bad...  Today I'm about ready to pull my hair out.  I'm so tired I can barely hold my eyes open I've had a headache for 3 days now and I am remembering why I put her in daycare in the first place...  I have a whole new appreciation for stay at home moms.  I love my daughter dearly.  She is everything a mom could ever want, but 2 yr olds are 2 yr olds.  Her Dad hasn't seen her since Christmas bc he skipped his last weekend since it was NYE and he had other plans...  I just need a break.  It's days like today that I wish my family didn't live 4 hrs away so that she could go spend the night at Grammy's house and I could get a little rest...